What up guys? It feels awkward writing a blog after a long break. The last time I posted was May of last year. Whoa! A lot has happened since then, I finally graduated from high school and I'm in University right now. I moved to the US for my higher education, I'm attending South Dakota State University. A lot of people think I'm kinda crazy for moving to South Dakota. I was born and raised in Abu Dhabi, UAE (Dubai), Its a big city with malls and stuff and luxurious things. So moving to a small town is definitely different, but I like it here. I still have to figure out what I can do for fun here. I stayed here for winter break, boy that was boring! The weather was cold and you pretty much need a car to go downtown in a weather like that. I'm thankful I had friends close by, otherwise, I would have died!
My stay here in the US is good so far. I had a good friend who showed me around during thanksgivings break.
I don't want to bore you with this, so I'll just end this blog here.This is just a small update, hope you guys had a good weekend :D

(p.s: I loveeeeeeeeeeee pandora! Its something I really like about the US)

Stopping time

Stopping time

We've all seen those films which talk of theories about time. Whether it was stopping time or slowing it down. Have you ever wondered how it would be like to stop time? The possibilities you can do with this ability. With a push of a button, time would pause.

I’ve thought about this ability for quite some time. You may wonder why does a person need such an ability but think again, who doesn’t want one? To have time controlled by you. So many mistakes you can avoid, so many you can fix. Of course there will be misuses of the ability after all we’re human.

The idea might seem odd or strange but it does sound interesting. As a teenager/student, you may use it as a chance to escape a boring lesson and wonder around school with some friends without being noticed! Also by the time you get back it’s as if you haven’t left at all!

My intentions are completely different. I carry a lot of responsibilities. Helping out with my mother’s business, trying to maintain a good average and thinking of what will become of my future. At times it is easy to handle and at time it’s hard. I usually have a lot on my mind and I worry too much because there are consequences if some of the responsibilities aren’t done. It’s too much to bare so I just need everything to stop. If I had that ability I would definitely use it. We all need some time to think without any disturbance. It will definitely come in benefit; it would have spared me the grey hairs on my head.

Stopping time is most probably impossible, but it is nice to think of the impossible and then realize maybe we’re better off without it. Because with it we’ll never learn our mistakes and we’ll appreciate the simpler things in life.  

Dark and Deep moments in life.......................

Hey guys! It's been so long since I posted a blog I would like to apologize for the. I was busy with school, Its my SENIOR YEAR does that mean I get to say goodbye to my childhood? Maybe but it'll be a new start and it definitely won't be an end. So this is a little something I wrote in class. It's really dark that's because I was going through some hard time but I'm fine now. I think everyone goes through a dark moment in life otherwise you won't be able to learn the deeper meaning in life so here it goes and i hope it makes sense :)
                                                           


                                                               Sedate Me

How's life any different than a burning candle? Burning slowly like a cigarette. All the pain you feel, cured by sedating?! Pain killers and drugs; the numbness you feel once you swallow or inhale. The relief you feel to know that you're away from life's pain! Once the permanent relief comes, you'll be free forever. But when you can't move, is freedom really there? Can life be less painful to be worth living? Looking back, your true love awaits your sight, now that you're gone she has all these tears to wipe. Your friends and family all weep and cry, leaving all these ponds and rivers to dry. You think deeply and  realize your beginning isn't as diverse as your end, the only different is; now you are fully sedated.

What happened to old school?

 Hiya guys,
So I got two post card last night from my pen pals, yes yes those things still do exist. While I was reading them I started to wondering about what's going on today; at this time of century and the images I got weren't exactly how I imagined them to be. I noticed that people are always wanting and needing but never cherishing, never cherishing the moments they live or breathe, never appreciating what they have. I have to admit I do that sometimes but I take it back, so i guess we're not perfect 'cause we all make mistakes but we just can't be oblivious to things around us. I remember reading a book called "Before I Fall" by Lauren Oliver, its about a girl who dies in a car accident, and wakes up repeating the same day and there was this part where she says (not word for word)  You dont know you're living because you'll always think you have tomorrow and the next, you'll never know when it all ends, so you'll never know if you're really living, now that's a really good book and life learning lesson. inspirational and deep and it opened me up to appreciation and thinking about life and and what really what in my life. Anyway this is life and there's nothing much i could do but hope, hope for a better place.
I'm going to end my blog with lyrics that i completely adore and hope you guys have a good day :D

You never know the weight of your crimes
But when all the gates have closed and you're tired
You stand a while by the fire
And it burns bright
A while, a while, you sit quiet

Inside you're so warm
Your eyes open up
To the sunrise
To the sunrise
Far from here

I never know the state that you're in
It's obvious to climb in your skin
But I know how to walk across
When it's silent inside, it feels right
Inside you're so warm

Your eyes open up
To the sunrise
To the sunrise
By: Young The Giant

loving and laughing is what i call a fairytale......

Okay, I just started blogging, like just now and I honestly don't know what to blog about, i personally got the inspiration of blogging from a book called "The Vinyl Princess" its a really good book where she would blog about music.So I guess that's what I'll be doing, reviewing. I love reading, so book reviews will probably be there, music and movies. I also write some poetry so that'll be posted as well. My life will probably be there as well just so you could an inside look of the other side of the world in which I mean Middle East.
Alright so my first blog, I'm going to write down a poem i wrote for my Facebook wife (and by wife I mean just on facebook it's just for fun) here it goes (a small reminder the first part of poem is an inside joke so you might not get it)

Beyond This world live a lovely girl named Ano
it sounds cheesy i know
But that's how I like it on my pizza


A day without you is like hell
I never tried it but I know its hurts
Just like how it hurts when you're not there
a day like this should never exist
'cause it's not fair, it would be too hard to bare
All the memories we share are never gone
It would be too hard to say that it's done
What a cruel word! done
The sound of your laughter is what makes a fairy tale happily ever after
'cause a minute with you is a happy ending at the end of a chapter
a chapter from our book, filled with love friendship and joy
with memories that should not and could not be forgotten
I know you've been waiting so long for this so I hope you like it
I really hope you do
Here comes the cliche part
I LOVE YOU

But it's true........